She's not that into you...

^^AN AMAZING COMPILATION OF SONGSSS.

So now every song reminds me of my exgirlfriend.(Not just charles hammy songs) but all in all this is NOT good. I'm pretty sure me and her are inlove. We've GOTTA be inlove! It's NOT over. We just need space ... does it sound like i'm in denial? November 6th would be a year. We still call it a year because ... well, idk why but just because! Maybe the fact that it's unexblainable proves something. In the beginning, she was too perfect for me,& I promised to never call her out of her name. But after all the fades on her behalf & all the slut, bitch, & hoe's shes been called on my behalf, WTF?! It's like .. I don't wanna be stuck on her, I try to put her down so she'll let go.. just to find myself apologizing, AND viceversa! Even though she bullshitted me here & there... when shit's GOOD between us .. shit's GOOD.. I just don't know where the problem lies, I just know there's a BIG problem somewhere. My friends tell me leave her alone but wtf? ... Can't always listen to what they say, even if it leads me down a wrong road, i'll treat it as a lesson learned.. but for now, I love you.

-i'll blog about importantER stuff tomorrow.. lol.
but right now? i'm off to enjoy some hamburger helperrr.