MY LIFE IN AN ALBUM ,

Charles Hamilton means the world to me. as weird as it may sound, it's just unexplainable! It's not like he's a greatest rapper alive but I can't live without him. I know I sound like a creep saying all of this .. but still! Haha, my brother Darius said i'm a creep because i'm obsessed with a man who doesn't even know me. But so what! I feel this man through music :) Trust me, this doesn't mean if I ever see him i'm gonna trample him and scratch his eyeballs out, but .. I can't live with his music in my life!
Dear Charles Hamilton.. if you ever read this.. I think your great, apart from the public eye, I see a lot in you [: // Okay .. maybe I am a creep because I KNOW he's never gonna read this :/ haha. Everybody go download Normalcy though! =]

tuesday morning.

i told you guys i'd blog on sunday. fuck a sunday. my weekend sucked ass. last night was terrible. but this morning, i woke up to the best news ever. a new in studio video of one of the cool kids songs that's from their Merry Christmas FreEp :) I have such great friends, and that's one thing i need to add. if it wasn't for dana michelle, I wouldn't have even seen this. but just like i'm the myspace/facebook junkie, she's the fucking WORLDSTARJUNKIE FORREAL. she be knowing EVERYTHING. like damn d? do you work for WS or something? haha, but ilu :]
here's the video.

of course i have a few things to say. FIRST OFF, chuck coulda get the drawls in the beginning of the video because first of all, he was on his grown man -- smoking that blunt. mm mmm mmm. & secondly because he reallyyy looks like ______ :) oww. haha. also, i really think that guy Boldy James needs to dig a ditch and crawl in it and stay there. WHO THE FUCK IS HE?! then of course, mikey ... shhhhiiiittttt. heaven only knows! all i can say is, when i get my tattoo to match his... mmm :] i'ma feel complete. haha.

but i hope you guys enjoyed this as much as i did ;] happy tuesday btw.

Merry Christmas FreEP!

greatest christmas gift EVER ! thanks to Charles Ellerbe :]
Look closely at the two santas, it's Chuck & Mikey! :)


MERRY CHRISTMASSS .

christmas break.

HAPPY WEDNESDAY!
First day of Christmas Break. Doobie poppin, nails always poppin, but my eyebrows hurt! The man in the nail salon who did these shits fucked me up! He spent like an hour on the left side, and 2 minutes on the right -__- I'm like wtf?! My big sister D said they look fine but like, wtf. They burrrrnnn :( Anyways, tomorrow I'm partying with my cousins & my lil bro Moochie. Yesss! Can you say sauced? Haha, bouta have so much fun. For christmas?! I'm gonna be at grandma's houseee, relaxing with the family of course. On Saturday, my time goes to my bestbitchontheplanet, VG :) Turning the mall upside down with her then that night i'll be with my boyfriend & his homies,& my homies :] Hmm, I just texted him & asked him can we see the Chipmunk movie,haha. Hopefully he says yesss. Then starting sunday? I'm freeeee. I doubt I'll be staying In the house! Make plans with me :]

Anyway, I probably won't post a personal blog until like, saturday night. That'll have the complete rundown of how everything went. hopefully all goes well! btw, tell me your plans for the holidays! i'm interesteddd :)

KATY, NOOO! :(

breaking fuking news?
at least for me it is. but i'm damn near in tears. when did Katy leave Travy for Russell? These are photos from just YESTERDAY. these two were caught kanoodling in a coffee shop in LONDON! Omfg :( I feel like i'm in a shattered dream! I mean.. it's not that serious, but it's serious! i bet they've been dating for maaaadddd long now. where the fuck have I been? katy's a complete and total pisser. I don't wanna hear shit else from or about that bitch. ALL KATY PERRY SUPPORT STOPS NOW. but the saddest shame is.. Katy and Russell look amazing & happy together : / LOL, ugh.. oh well. more power to them.


I'm not even gonna lie, they look cute. I still love you Katy :]
Travy, holla if you need me (: lmfao.

watch her feet.

Jessica Simpson just does it for me :]

Forever Young ,

Idk if you guys saw this video already but.. it has to grow on me. It's bad enough i'm scared of Jay-Z as it is (yes i have my reasons) but this video just isn't all that great..

your a DEAD butterfly , give up.

OH, BITCH PLEASE!
i'm about to just turn this shit into a mariah carey
haters blog. she's too old now! damn.

cudi get ,

ON everything I love, I need a man like this ! Style & the smile! Woo, lmao. I thought I was over Kid Cudi for the past few weeks but naaa, I'm still on. We still getting married. Of course after I marry, Mikey Rocks, Wiz Khalifa, Gudda, & Soulja Boy. AND Get pregnant by Tyga :)

do it for daddy ; ]

Pink & the numero 5 ' (:
happy sunday !

smFh ,

Mariah Carey's old ass BUGS ME! Nicki's half looks cute. Mariah Carey look like she has on my grandmother's dress. BITCH GIVE IT UP!

happy ending,&beginning.

I can truly say i'm all smiles at this point in my life. It's a new year for me, I'm way more mature than last year & I plan to make better decisions, starting with numero e-uno :) I'm transferring out of my highschool sooner than soon, and when I transfer -- my outside life will be completely shut DOWN on week days. I have to get out of high school! Numero dos, I've seperated the people from the squares like a nicotine patch :] I know exactly who my friends are at the moment but who's to say they'll be around for too much longer? I went thru my phone and deleted the people that I either, don't talk to anymore. or don't WANNA talk to anymore. I'm not gonna say it was a lot, but it was enough to say i'm onto a fresh start. Numero tres, relationships? You'd expect me to say I'm not in one since I'm basically trying to do the biggest bit of stress ridding but I actually am. After spending an entire summer with hoes & exgirlfriends, I finally have a guy I like to call .. boyfriend :] Me & him just MATCH, ugh It's crazy. Like, he's the only guy I've stayed up on the phone with until 6:30 AM , RIGHT BEFORE SCHOOL! Just to laugh and talk. No arguements, no bullshit, no fake shit. But that all ties in with new beginnings. I can already tell, me & him are gonna clash TERRIBLY when we argue. I'm waiting for our second arguement. Yes, second .. because the first was about a past that I had a hard time getting over but he was right, and I was wrong.. and now I'm only focused on him. And he bought me a christmas gift! Lol. His mommy told him to wrap it, but he said no. I'm tryna convince him to wrap it though, so most likely he will. Because i'm his Stink AND my ringtone on his phone is LilWayne - "That's My Nigga" :) Ugh. But anyways, back to how I said the 18th was New Years for me. The 17th was New Years Eve, that was Me & Kim's anniversary. I slept that night away. He called me at 11:30 but .. blah. I can't even say I'm over him because that shit doesn't happen over night. But I can say I don't feel the need to try with him anymore. Weather this feeling lasts a few days, a few weeks, a few months.. through the process of either getting over him or us getting back on track, he'll always have a spot with me. I almost get mad everytime I think about all his other hoes but then again, they're getting played not me. & I've actually come to the conclusion that i LOVE his game -- no sarcasm :] All I can say is, newbie hoes better enjoy their security while they can. LMAO ; ) Btw, I got my nails done today ^__^ ow oww owww.

a day, made.

this shit is so cute! omfg :]

121708 , 121709 .

Not gonna say too much abt todays date becus ppl put their hearts into words I state on this blog, smh.
If only I could quote that guy on a few choice words he spoke.. haha, i won't. for the sake of you.
but all 'm gonna say is good luck to you AND the rest of them & i'm gonna be here regardless.
LMFAO , kthanksbye.

-- sunshineee , haha.

song of the day:

happy days ,

Stayed home from escuela today. boyfriend #2 text me talking about he bought me a gift. LMAO. he's just a messs. i didn't even fill you guys in about boyfriend #2! lol, i won't. no need to, just know he exist :] haha. and I spent some time w. Kim today ^__^ I had fun, even though he kept grabbing me by my collar :( I couldn't help but laugh at him. Things were so fucking cool between us today. Until the end.. things didn't get messed up but things happened and i felt two tears drop. BUT ONLY TWO! Cuz i'ma thug :] Lol. And he kept on talking about how my uggs were new -__- they aren't new! Lol, But still i'm happy with where me and him stand. [ MAGIC , MAGIC , MAGIC ] -- no sparks :) haha I love that kid! But I'm sitting here bumping all this Day 26 music because lastnight , my two favorite losers were singing mad Day 26 but they are so funny. And they can actually kinda sing. Lol. I'm supposed to be filling out my working papers but I keep getting sidetracked! I just ate dinner so I think I'll be able to focus more, -- either that or i'm going to fall asleep. (Yes, drool included) LOL. But yeaaa , Just felt like updating! About to go to the store for a Diet Coke w. Mommy :)

-- happy tuesday !

day = MADE !

it's obvious that any video of TCK makes my day, so here it goes. LOL. i found myself on facebook
posting a status and this video was on the side in the ADs! which was really creepy because I had
just finished searching for pics of Mikey's tattoo sleve because I wanna get the same one :)
and on top of all my cool kids hype, here lies rapheal saadiq ! the man that i WILL marry.
phew, i love love LOVE this video.
anyways, enjoy thisssss -- because i know i did! :]

Souljaboy's Sexy Ass w. New Tattoos.

TATTOOS ON HIS FACE! AHHHH! :)
i've loved this man for SO LONG!

Cameron Jibril Thomaz vs. Michael Stevenson.

yes, Wiz Khalifa vs. Tyga :)

When it comes to these two men, Idk who to choose! :D Omg. They both do something to me! Cameron & Michael. Ew.. Wiz & Tyga = YES :) These are like ... 3some worthy boys if we go for looks. But if we go for supposed sex game I'd choose Trey Songz & Nicki Minaj. LOL. Anyway, I have girls that call Wiz ugly, they are -- OUT OF THEIR LIDS! Smh.. My nxst boyfriend has to be tatted like THIS tho! And if I don't find a nigga that's tatted like this? I guess I WON'T be having a fuckin ' boyfriend! ^__^

Young Mula Baby,<3

So, let's just say young money has finally won my heart with this shit! At first I just liked the song, but the video took the fucking cakeee. After I saw it come on 106 & Park... wait wait wait. 106 & Park? Lmao, BET is a nigger channel that I hate, and I actually watched 106 & Park because Mack & Nicki were coming on :] Everybody knows I hate Nicki but that bitch has officially grown on me. That blonde hair busted MY nut :) Whewwww. Anyways , I watched the video, sang along with it, smiled laughed all that, screamed.. yeah.. gudda & tyga are on my sexlist! :] But, after the video, this is the status update I posted on FB,
"YM:Bedrock video is fuckin ' TUFFF ! Hella BadBitches. -Wayne looks GOOD. Nicki is my BITCH. Gudda will be my babys FATHER. Tyga is MY FUCKING HUSBAND ♥"

Good review, good review. Lol. My personal opinion is that Drake had the best part of the video though! Two bad bitches in the bathroom?! What?! And it was cute how he knocked on the door and Nicki came out like a bratty little sister :) I love shit like that! Also, Tyga's part was cute as helllll. That is one hell of a SMALL man, GORGEOUS , SMALL , TATTED -- yummy, might I add? The girl in the bed with him could had been WAY PRETTIER though. Smh. some of the girls in the video wasn't cuttin it for me but idk.. Lol.

& IDK Where this new love for them will take me though. It could spoil, or grow. I have a bad feeling that it'll GROW, lmao. I can't wait for Short Dawg & Lil Twist to really get some shine. Because when they do? It's a rap :) Mad people say they're corney, but I like them! [:

pretty wings.

nobody knows this, but i LIVE FOR acoustic covers.. ugh.
this guy is o.d amazinggg - www.youtube.com/JRAquinomusic

sizzy !

most well thought out thing i've seen in a while.
the homie psycho is so creative.
this shit took the cake.

the college dropouts,not.

goodbye chs. yup, it only makes sense. get ridda the baddest outta the bunch. lol. me & my brother zay are basically no longer students at our high school. sucks for us. well, it really sucks for me. im transferring out. they just gave him a "long ass vacation". i know for a fact mom's gonna trip, flip, & skip all over this fucking house when she gets home but i don't care. the only thing i'm worried about is the circle. i live by bryan's lame ass (ilu). zay & chad are as close as neighbors. milz lives by the school. and dean live's by the hill -- hellaaa ' spread out. the circle IS an everywhere thing. in school, outta school. phone calls, texting. dean's garage. lol, all that. these lil niggas became a part of me. i've honestly only argued w. chad ONCE. never argued w. zay. never argued w. milz. ALWAYS argue with bryan & dean but still. lol, no matter what these niggas is FAM. bros before hoes is the perfect statement. it is what it is forever. im just kinda distraught over how the world tryna split us up. but then again, whatever. these are my sons forever.

| pops ' me , braxxx ' chad , bryan ' bryan , zay ' isaiah , milz ' jamil * |
( chad , milz , bryan ).

r. les for pres <3

as old as this video is, it never makes me respond any different. i watch this & get so freaking excited every single time! ryan leslie is amazing. by the way, this song is dedicated to 2 of my previous shorties and 1 of my previous niggas. haha, damn. i don't usually make em share songs but this shit is the truth!

| Ryan Leslie - "Promise Not To Call" |

well deserved.

hmm. i think i deserve something like this. date, get married, get pregnant with your first child and live happily ever after. HOPEFULLY they live happily ever after because i can totally see past the fact that they had a "secluded" wedding. and his tux was rented for $150 bucks -__- i love them from the bottom to the tippytop. the dream makes great music & christina is a beatiful girl. enough said.

clowd9?

www.getxclowded.blogspot.com
total fucking failure sike. i just looked over that entire blog & i see what could have been so fucking successful. the least bit of people i had as a "team" bailed on me. where's phresh? where's brandon? where's ja? dished all the ideas out, but didn't put in any work. i did all the designs, i did all the promotion. they just said what should and should not be, and i actually considered shit ! i feel like i was being fooled back then but i know i really wasn't. i just wasn't seeing how much better shit would be as an independent project. which is why i plan to pick back up. SERIOUSLY. it's gonna be a while before i just this shit DONE, but it will be done. thats a promise to myself. don't hit me up asking when, dishing out ideas, and holding your palms out because that shit's NOT gonna happen this time.

just thought i'd inform you all.

december.

so, it's almost december first.
i haven't been on here in like forever.
it's so crazy because my past week has been
crazy as hell in a bad way, but still
things are perfect, well atleast for myself :)
spent a few hours on saturdaynight with an ex.
had a hell of a time ;]
somewhat exes are acting up,
tryna get back but i'm packing up.
girls are so dumb and nieve.
boys are the greatest liars on this green earth.
two boys that are bestfriends, stretching
a situation that's not even a situation.
crushing a little bit on this boy.
finally ready to be in a relationship.
reading a list of options.
bumping "Magic Stick" 50/LilKim, every morning
in the shower to keep a good focus :] LOL.
got my cell phone back.
big brother is doing good.
best friend is the best til DEATH (jas) [:
all previous females are getting snipped.

all this in a matter of 8 days.
maybe it isn't a lot to you, but it's a whole lot to me.
i'm planning on changing my contact color this week.
maybe blue or green. im kinda tired of grey.

christmas is in a few weekssss.
buy me pink stuff :)

PREVIOUS WEEK'S ISSUE: so, homegirl that i dig was showing me a good time on my phone for a few hours on like .. Sunday night, i think. but then she starts talking some super thick shit about her ex. that i should "compare myself to". LMFAO. compare? smh. that world should not be taken lightly. it's hard for me to "compare" myself to anybody. anyway, she puts her ex on three-way. real ass me says, "yo, wat up." ol ' girl says "what up." then my shortie says okay that's all i wanted you guys to do. and tells her ex she gonna call her back. so a few minutes after she's like "oh boy, kia. did you feel some type of way about that?" i said nah cuz at the end of the night, you still on the phone w. daddy. so, i'm guessing her ex was sour. hah! but back to comparison. COMPARE?! compare? ... compare -__-.
Me. I'm me first of all.
I get, gay bitches, straight bitches.
I get, old bitches, new bitches.
I get "bad ass hells", Amber Rose.
Yeah, I get Ye' bitches.
so, that stomps on the word comparison.
But that's not it. I just refuse to toot
my own shit. But, I laughed about it.
But now, I see this was all worthless. It's obvious shortie in the middle not really worth my time because she "not off me" for bullshit. But I bet she entertaining her sourapple ex. LMAO, compare this: "MyLoss vs. HerLoss" - uhm, there's no such thing as my loss, so you can bet on HER'S . haha.

happy monday bloggers & followers ;]

happy sunday pt.2

After the bath & haircut.

happy sunday.

I really haven't been in a bloggy mood lately. Blah. Today's Sundaaaay. I always do interesting shit on Sunday. But today, Idk if it'll be so interesting. I just ate a bowl of crunch berries & I can't stop listening to Tie Me Down by the corny ass New Boyz. My mom's on her way home from some petstore or something. She's forcing me to give my dog a bath & a haircut. So I'll be posting pics of that little SHIT later. Apart from that, I haven't heard from him since last Tuesday. Can you say uhh.. progress? I feel 100% stressfree. I'm planning on buying these pink floral curtains from UO this week or next week. Ugh, I wanna do my room over! I need a new area rug. Hmm, I need a job on top of all that! I don't think I posted a pic of my nails yet so here ...
Dominoes :] One pink, the rest are white. Btw, my mom bought me a nintendo Wii a few days ago. Wii Sports is soooo not for fat people! Lol. My arm is sore because I was playing Boxing on that shit for like 2 hours. But my hands is swift! My Mii is undefeated :) Lol. But I also got that game "NEW SuperMario Bros.Wii." THAT Shit? I rediculously HARD to play. But I'm already almost outta the first world, so BLAH. I'll get the hang of it sooner or later.

anyways, HAPPY SUNDAY ;]

Rosa Acosta x Supreme.

so, the greatest label goes over a great pair of tits? gaahhh.
Rosa Acosta. I've got my eye on her as of now.

P I N K

knocked down <3

made my fucking day !

christmas <3

So, thanksgiving's coming up S O O N, next week to be exact. I just got a last minute notice that i'm leaving for Virginia tomorrow night! Ugh.. really mom? TERRIBLE. But I plan to make the best of it. Along with that news I found out I may be going on a cruise in April :] Hmm, life is G doubleO D. Apart from that, being that i'm still a jobless teen -- Christmas will be AMAZING! Haha, I bet you thought I'd say "terrible / horrible" or something along those lines. But no. So far -- 3 items on my list, total price $627.00 =] Not so bad. It's only two pair of books & the small Dell Laptop though. & Of course i'll go shopping for clothes. My number one goal is to buy every Graphic Tee from Urban Outfitters in Menlo Park mall. So therefore, me & christmas will have a hell of a spree to accomplish.

During school, I was listening to my iPod on shuffle after singing Fancy by TheDream all day, just for it to be the 2nd song to play :] That's my favorite song now. It must mean something. Lol. ALSO , I kept thinking about the pink power ranger! Lmao, my mind goes crazy in school. I wore brown leggings for my bigbro & my crush =] DON'T ask why I wore them for my brother, lol. He's a creep. It's because they're bestfriends though. I planned to get a few laughs in after 9th period with them but instead I went with my bestfriend. [Jasmine, Jas, Vixen, VG, Shakeda] Yeah HER. Lol, that's all her names. But we went to her classes to check on marking period grades. I still say we're in the green but ... our mom's are being kinda EHH about that. ANYWAYS! The holidays will be POPPIN =]

Kamber 3.3 & 3.4 <3

What the fucking fuck! These two make me ... ugh! :)

Kamber (Kanye&Amber) get spotted wearing matching Retro III's! Ugh. I want a love like this.
Kim Possible & Ron Stoppable could so pull this off! Sidebar: I never used "Kim&Ron" for you guys before! Smh, He's Kim Possible, I'm Ron Stoppable. Remember from this post forward! Lol. But anyways, these pics of Kamber got me s i c k. I love love love them. I just got my hands on them this morning so I'm sure I'm not the first but they need to be posted =]

AND THEN ....

Kanye decides to throw on the IIIs again but Amber goes with THE IVs. I just checked out a few bloggers that blogged these Jordan pictures before me & they said that she has on IIIs again. N-O. Those are not 3s. But they still both look more than a m a z i n g !

dr. martens.

pink boots, pink shirt, all pink everything :)

amber rose wears dr. martens :)

d o m o < 3

Happy Sunday! ^__^

BURR!

"Just as he was primed to become 2010's answer to Lil Wayne, Atlanta-based rapper Gucci Mane, like Weezy, was sentenced to a year in prison yesterday."
-- Source: Myspace Music.

Primed to be 2010's Lil Wayne?! What? Gucci? Smh. I know for a fact I'm the only one who thinks this statement is false, but I really don't think he was primed to be anything except for Gucci Mane. If Wayne wasn't going to jail, we wouldn't be putting up a comparison. Personally, I'm not a true fan of neither. I'll bump Wayne here & there. And I'll say "Burr!" sometimes but I don't see why in the world their on top of everything. There really are better rappers. And if you know me, don't come for me talking about Cudi, Hammy,& Wale. That's what I chose to listen to, just like you guys expose yourselves to that ... shit. Anyway I'm sort of rambling. Two of society's favorite rappers in the pin. Smh, let's see how you guys survive this.

See you next christmas? Dear Mr. LaFlair ;]

L O V E GGPR <3

Why does Julian have to be the most gorgeous human being on earth.
Smh, if I wasn't a lesbian ... phew :]

II.XXVIII.XCIII

so, pink is my new favorite color. i don't think it's gonna change anytime soon either. it's like, the craziest random obsession. blame it on ch,maybe :) today's not going my way, mom's making me do homework & laundry instead of going to church since i've been outta escuela for over a week! FML. hope you guys have a good sunday. at church or doing whatever you do on sundays ;]

late night. early morning?

i'm gonna pray for everyone because me & vg are going to church tomorrow =] reason why i'm sitting in her pitch black room typing on her MAC lappy, & she's fast asleep. i think my bro is on her phone playing music while she's knocked OUT. lmao, loser crap. but anyways, back to my song of the night - Trey Songz: "You Belong to Me" mmm.. shit yeah =] being celibate for a week is getting boring @FreekitTweekit (if only this was twitter). Haha, goodnight lovebugs :]

Myspace -__-

So Tom decides to bullshit me today. Today of all days. Idk why today is so today, but it's today!

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Happy Saturday everyone.

follow my new twitter.

http://twitter.com/POPSxCORNERyes, bitch.

how's it fuckin ' hangin ?

AttentionDeficit is FUCKING AMAZINGGGG! ^__^

Lately I've been blogging about celebrity SHIT. And the shit is C A P I T A L for a reason. I've been all lost in what other people are doing & not thinking enough about what the fuck I'm doing. But that kinda has a reason. I've had the fucking flu for a week now -__- It's opened some new doors for me though. First off, Me & homeboy are finito, sayonara, out the window, see you later, adios. ALL THAT. I was going through it for 2 days. Sad as shit because I found out, he got a new fucking tattoo that I didn't fucking see yet! Lmao, I needed to get my head right. So what'd I do. Cry to my big brother. & of course, with tough love he got me to get over it. Speaking of my big brother, me & him have basically been talking for a week straight minus sleep,& busy moments since I haven't been so into school & he's got college but wtf?! In college you can do what you want :] Anyways, WEDNESDAY! Phew, Wednesday. The turn around began Tuesday night. I told my ex girls, "fuck outta here, bitch, slut, hoe, muthafucka, suck dick." All that. And woke up the next morning okay. The next morning being Wednesday. & Munchh texted me. Mmmhmm. I haven't even spoke on Munchh yet. Me & her kinda talked a while ago, then she got tired of my disrespectful mouth, so she got a boyfriend. I'm guessing they've been going out for about a month now but WEDNESDAY?! I came back into action :] She had the day off school, & I was on vacation. FLU vacation that is. On the phone with her allll morning. & While she was at the bus stop, we found out that the 39 even goes by her house. (It goes by mine too) [= Can you say, HAPPY!? Psh, so that's my shorty ... again.

Today's Friday though. It's muggy out and time is being an asshole because it's moving slow. I found myself reading my old comments on myspace. I can't believe how NOT CLOSE me & brax used to be. Psh, now I love that kid ODmuch ^__^
But anywayssss , That's not the half of my personals but it's enough because I'm going back to facebooking. Think i'm gonna make a new twitter tonight. Yup, sounds like a plan (:


SIDEBAR: i need some fucking kush in my systemmm, Ciaooo.

Chris Brown <3

Everyone's been coming down on Lamborgini Breezy since Rhianna went on 20/20. I personally didn't even take time out my like to watch it because I think that bitch is just trying to throw him back in a hole since he's coming back pretty strong. Don't get me wrong, she is too musically, but all the extra shit she SUPPOSEDLY said was unnecessary.
One interview that I did watch though was Chris' Interview with Wendy! I can truly say he was mature about the situation, even though the interview was like 3 minutes. Lol. I like that he chose to still keep the entire situation private, versus Rhianna's tell all piece of shit story.
Anyways, here's the interview if you missed it & .. yeah. Fuck Rhianna, Love Chris.


Btw, his new song/video is extremely amazinggg ;]

Happy Birthday Sizzy !

So I took about a hour & some change, just to move my fingers around to a song that is now one that I like -- to say Happy Birthday to Jeffrey :] (SizzyPsycho). It's one of my absolute favorite videos that i've made. When I finished I was like .. OD ecstatic. I rushed to upload it on facebook, I set myself up to get a notification when it was done loading and EVERYTHING! Then I clicked on my homepage and what do I see?! A FREAKING "COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT" NOTICE! I couldn't help but laugh. It was just like .. alright um, what's next? So they made me read this "Terms & Conditions Policy" BS & Then I had to agree to it & what not. I almost wanted to try to upload it again, but I was afraid they'd delete my account. LMAO, SO! I took it to youtube. Most likely they'll call me out for the Third Party shit but, whatever. Just watch it before they take it off! Lmao.

BTW, that's a wig I made out of tape & white paper that I colored black to represent his dreadssss :)

"She Likes Me" Remake.

So I posted that blog like last week or the week before about how I love GGPR & Julian or GGPR, and I found that this boy, tried to remake the same video. AND He's OD gorgeous might I add! =] Lol, enjoyyyy. And if you didn't see the original, It's in one of the old post like I said.

terracotta vs. sunflower UGGs <3

mine mine mine! =] ... soon. lol.
Nana wants chesnut "uggies" lmao, yuck.
I want both of theseeeee ^__^

"Yeah Buddy! I'm Rollin ' Like A BigShot!"

New Young Money artist have succeeded in impressing me! I hate Young Money but THESE two mothafuckers? Oh, YES. Lol, check it out.

She's not that into you...

^^AN AMAZING COMPILATION OF SONGSSS.

So now every song reminds me of my exgirlfriend.(Not just charles hammy songs) but all in all this is NOT good. I'm pretty sure me and her are inlove. We've GOTTA be inlove! It's NOT over. We just need space ... does it sound like i'm in denial? November 6th would be a year. We still call it a year because ... well, idk why but just because! Maybe the fact that it's unexblainable proves something. In the beginning, she was too perfect for me,& I promised to never call her out of her name. But after all the fades on her behalf & all the slut, bitch, & hoe's shes been called on my behalf, WTF?! It's like .. I don't wanna be stuck on her, I try to put her down so she'll let go.. just to find myself apologizing, AND viceversa! Even though she bullshitted me here & there... when shit's GOOD between us .. shit's GOOD.. I just don't know where the problem lies, I just know there's a BIG problem somewhere. My friends tell me leave her alone but wtf? ... Can't always listen to what they say, even if it leads me down a wrong road, i'll treat it as a lesson learned.. but for now, I love you.

-i'll blog about importantER stuff tomorrow.. lol.
but right now? i'm off to enjoy some hamburger helperrr.

BET Hip-Hop awards 09.

So, as you all know - the BET Hip Hop Awards airs tomorrow night @ 8. Unsurprisingly, I didn't even know that. But that's to Jamal Hood, I know now. & It was a MUST that I had found out because my baby kidcudi will be there :) I was on BET.com though looking through the awards & nominees.Honestly, they're pretty good :) I'll list some below.

[] = don't think so.
[x] = who i think will win.
[-__-] = NO CHANCE AT WINNING WHATSOEVER !

-Best Hip-Hop Collabo:

[x]Jim Jones, RonB.& Juelz: "Pop Champagne."
[-__-]Lil Wayne,BobbyV: "Mrs. Officer" (WTF,why is this here.)
[]Rick Ross,John Legend: "Magnificent."
[x]T.I.,Rhianna: "Live Your Life"
[]Young Jeezy,Kanye: "Put On"

-Lyricist of The Year:

[x]Drake
[-__-]Eminem
[x]Jay-Z
[x]Lil Wayne
[]Kanye West

-Producer of The Year:

[x]Ron Browz
[]Cool & Dre
[x]Tha Bizzness
[-__-]T-Pain
[]Kanye West

-Track of The Year:

[]Kid Cudi: "Day & Night"
[x]Jay-Z: "D.O.A"
[x]Young Money: "EveryGirl
[x]T.I. Rhianna: "Live Your Life"
[-__-]Soulja Boy: "Turn My Swag On"

-Rookie of The year:

[-__-]B.O.B (www.myspace.com/bobatl)
[-__-]Dorrough (www.myspace.com/dorroughmusic)
[x]Drake (www.myspace.com/drake)
[xxxxx]Kid Cudi (www.myspace.com/kidcudi)
[xx]Wale (www.myspace.com/wale)

Those are a few awards that I chose rate myself, but be sure to watch it though because i'm damn sure gonna blog about it Wednesday! Hopefully Yeezy doesn't have another episode. & I really hope Kid Cudi wins SOMETHING, he truly deserves it! :)

btw, there's another award for "Best Video of The Year": I didn't wanna post ALL the nominees but Kid Cudi:"Day&Nite" was one, and I swear he'd better win, that vid is AMAZING!

yankees, world series 09 :)

hell muthafuckin ' YES !

GGPR: Julian <3

GGPR, Go Go Power Rangers. I'm the one who put niggas on a LONG time ago, starting with Tippin'. YES, I'm like, an O.D diehard fan, especially when it comes to Julian. If you don't know who Julian is, he's the one in the plaid shirt with the most GORGEOUS SMILE.. sheesh =]!
If me & him DON'T get married, the next option is suicide =X (kiddinggg).


. . . or am i. haha ^__^

Myspace vs. Facebook.

(sorry @ the girl who's picture is like, mad.. in the picture.) lol, but your pretty!

But, Which is betterrr? I mean, everybody is screaming facebook, but everybody's also screaming about their love for music. You can put the music you love on your myspace, but rumor has it you can put music on your facebook... I have yet to see/do that so, that's irrelevant. myspace is facebook without sophication. facebook is myspace without creativity. but what takes the sophistication out of myspace. what takes away the creativity from facebook? i mean, we know why you can't be that creative on facebook unless you use words, but the level of sophisication on myspace is at an ALL TIME LOW.

myspace:
girl you bang the 5 , 6 , or the 7? you calling her a bitch in your status update because her page looks better than yours? or because your boyfriend's on her page? grow up, it's the internet.
i use myspace for artistic reasons. no matter what i'll always have a better page than everyone else. even if nobody's looking at it, it's for me to appreciate my own creativity in my eyes.

facebook:
you posted a quote with big words in it? you feel like a poet? edited photos are for myspace? yeah i believed those were the facebook things we should live by, but than i loosened up. i limited my words on facebook when i first started only because it seemed so much more grown up, but when you think about it, the SAME people who were reading your ignorant ass myspace statuses are your facebook friends.

just be you.
you wanna picnik your pics on facebook, do it.

i personally don't think one is better than the other, their just for networking. your friend's offline on myspace .. okay their on facebook. or vice versa. if all else fails, text or take a trip. don't differentiate, although there are differences.

facebook positives:
-notifications.
-better photo tagging.
-video wall post.

myspace positives:
-status & MOOD,w/ smilies :]
-artsy profiles.
-muuuussssiiiicccccc!

3&3,equality. if you think one is better than the other - your entitled to that.
state your opinion & reasoning =] i wanna know.

BBC, Space Beach Zig-Zag Crewneck <3

$195.00?! :]

FROM THIS DAY FORTH , I'M CONVINCING MY MOM THAT I DESERVE THIS SWEATSHIRT!

STRAIGHT A's ARE A FUCKING MUST! LMAO.

how's it fuckin ' hangin ?

blogger :) gosh i've been like m.i.a x32,845. school's been tiring but i need this extra kick. recently i've grown a hate towards my school though because i wasn't allowed to attend the homecoming dance! how do you call someone to the deans office THE DAY BEFORE HOMECOMING and say, "oh, you can't go. here's your money back." lmao, it's funny now when i think about how mad i was. eh, off that. 25 bucks back in my pocket!

a few days ago i was having a crazy conversation w. one of my main homies, braxston. and he's like yo, if blahblah&blah ever died, it's straight to the tattoo shop for me. & i'm like yeah man me too. when in reality i know my mom wouldn't let me get a tattoo but it's just something i would really have to do. jas, bryan, chad, zay, milz.. ya'll CAN'T die. it's really impossible in my eyes. when me & brax was having that convo something went through me like, what would i do without them. i mean .. i'd live, but barely.

alovesupreme. ahh! john coltrane is like the greatest. this entire weekend .. well .. weekends arent really that long, but you know what i mean.. this weekend i've been listening to a new jazz artist that i've added to my old school jazz artist collection. woo, john coltrane *applause* this man? i think he's a genius! A Love Supreme, Pts 1-4 are all I've been hearing in my head for the past 48 hours. along with wiz khalifa & curren$y's how fly mixtape of course. which i burned the biggest whole in after listening to it over and over again for 4 days.. ehh.

THELONIOUS MONK IS THE BEST! ALONG WITH JOHN :]

Bryan's birthday is in two days, woo. 16 years old :) probably gonna spend my day with him & the homies tomorrow since there's no school! usually i'd rock with a free crib but NO, no boys allowed in mi casa anymore. a few people know why. lol, people these days chirp like birds!

ehh anyways, this week? my borther mike needs to visit me, & pop♥[swb] needs to do that also. that'd leave me with a completed week =] oh yeah, and if i get some new sneakers (: woo!

THIS SHIT TWEEKS ME!

Lemme get this phone! :] i'm kinda confused because i heard that this isn't official yet but the "secret site" has some kinda rule crap about contract breaking. so, therefore, it's real.. right? it's an iPhone with a G1, together .. basically. when you push up a screen, there's a keypad =] ahhh! AT&T deserves a costumer like me. or maybe i deserve a phone like this, they only have it! my spanish teacher said that soon iPhones will be open to Verizon :] then, that means my mom will have no choice but to buy me one, OR ELSE. or else what? idk, but i'll figure something out. moral is, I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE! :(

contacting me.

myspace: www.myspace.com/123257511
aim: credxjonesz
ooVoo: cj_jones

:] :] :)

gone fishin'?

DON CANNON AND THE COOL KIDS - GONE FISHIN' from zachwolfe.com/live on Vimeo.

Gone Fishin' ; May 1st!
Let's just say, it's hard for me to not wanna DIE when I hear new news about TCK.
& when I say that, I definitely don't mean it in a bad way!
As a loyal fan, I must say these guys are making great progress since '07.
Even though the 'Black Mags' video didn't go to far,
along came 'Pennies' from their debut album, 'When Fish Ride Bicycles'.
which aired on national television (MTV to be exact), back in February.
Some say, since the song was on 2k9, it got it's extra push into the limelight.
-I say, the shit was HOT. That's why it got so far.

In any case, all I can do is imagine where things with this 'Gone Fishin'' Mixtape will go.
Shit drops on May 1st!; Find It, Buy It, Burn It, Imeem! Whatever you gotta do!
Just make sure you get that good shit in your ears ^__^