happy ending,&beginning.

I can truly say i'm all smiles at this point in my life. It's a new year for me, I'm way more mature than last year & I plan to make better decisions, starting with numero e-uno :) I'm transferring out of my highschool sooner than soon, and when I transfer -- my outside life will be completely shut DOWN on week days. I have to get out of high school! Numero dos, I've seperated the people from the squares like a nicotine patch :] I know exactly who my friends are at the moment but who's to say they'll be around for too much longer? I went thru my phone and deleted the people that I either, don't talk to anymore. or don't WANNA talk to anymore. I'm not gonna say it was a lot, but it was enough to say i'm onto a fresh start. Numero tres, relationships? You'd expect me to say I'm not in one since I'm basically trying to do the biggest bit of stress ridding but I actually am. After spending an entire summer with hoes & exgirlfriends, I finally have a guy I like to call .. boyfriend :] Me & him just MATCH, ugh It's crazy. Like, he's the only guy I've stayed up on the phone with until 6:30 AM , RIGHT BEFORE SCHOOL! Just to laugh and talk. No arguements, no bullshit, no fake shit. But that all ties in with new beginnings. I can already tell, me & him are gonna clash TERRIBLY when we argue. I'm waiting for our second arguement. Yes, second .. because the first was about a past that I had a hard time getting over but he was right, and I was wrong.. and now I'm only focused on him. And he bought me a christmas gift! Lol. His mommy told him to wrap it, but he said no. I'm tryna convince him to wrap it though, so most likely he will. Because i'm his Stink AND my ringtone on his phone is LilWayne - "That's My Nigga" :) Ugh. But anyways, back to how I said the 18th was New Years for me. The 17th was New Years Eve, that was Me & Kim's anniversary. I slept that night away. He called me at 11:30 but .. blah. I can't even say I'm over him because that shit doesn't happen over night. But I can say I don't feel the need to try with him anymore. Weather this feeling lasts a few days, a few weeks, a few months.. through the process of either getting over him or us getting back on track, he'll always have a spot with me. I almost get mad everytime I think about all his other hoes but then again, they're getting played not me. & I've actually come to the conclusion that i LOVE his game -- no sarcasm :] All I can say is, newbie hoes better enjoy their security while they can. LMAO ; ) Btw, I got my nails done today ^__^ ow oww owww.